UGHHH!!! Why must I like you. Will this crush ever end? Will I ever break the friend zone. I just wish I knew how you feel.
It’s understood, I said it many ways
Too scared to run, I’m too scared to stay
I said I’d leave, but I could never leave her
And if I did, you know I’d never cheat her
But this I ask, it’s what I wanna know
How would you feel, if I should choose to go
Another guy, you think it’d be unlikely
Another guy, you think he’d want to fight me
Sometimes I’m happy and then sometimes I get really depressed. I think I’m going to start my new journal today. I’m really scared to honestly. Transatlanticism is a really good album by the way.
So fucking confused with everything right now. I hate these fucking emotions. I’m trying to be optimistic but the thoughts and the event keeps replaying in my head. I just want to forget and move on. I didn’t think it would be this hard nor did I think it would affect me this much. I just feel so numb and empty. I just don’t understand.
Up in smoke
This is a joke
Isn’t it
All your fault
You went too far
Call it quits
No one knew
The dare to prove
Came and went
Moving on
Chance is gone
Throw a fit
So it’s through
Nothing’s left to lose
It’s lucky too
Who needs a tighter noose
You’re so weak
Beat up a geek
Makes you complete
Not so tough
I’ve had enough
Now I leave
Getting away
One more day
Till then I’ll sleep
All I need’s
A chance to bleed
On me they feed
So it’s through
Nothing’s left to lose
It’s lucky too
Who needs a tighter noose
Who needs a tighter noose
I know who you are
I know where you’re going
So it’s through
Nothing’s left to lose
It’s lucky too
Who needs a tighter noose
Who needs a tighter noose
Who needs a tighter noose
Who needs a tighter noose
Who needs a tighter noose
a tighter noose
I just feel so empty when it comes to dating lately. I mean to vent it all out starting from my exboyfriend to the guy now.
Guy #1 Exboyf completely shitty relationship that was all bullshit and back stabbing.
Guy #2 didn’t like you because I still had feelings for the ex.
Guy #3 rumors: I heard you were saying one thing while you claimed another. It was good but all the drama and I didn’t know what to believe.
Guy #4 you left me on the back burner and I really liked you, now your trying to rekindle the flame and wont get the hint of quit texting me.
Guy #5 we had a good time for a short period of time. You stopped calling.
Guy #6 you put me on the back burner but put me out before anything got serious. Thank you.
And wow lucky guy #7. You must be so special. I don’t know you enough to know what your intentions are. I actually like you but my wall is about as big as a mountain. I’m still debating if I should let things happen or just disappear and bail.
I just wish guy #8 who ever you are. Will treat me the way I want to be treated. To feel wanted and cared for, to have decency and manners. I don’t want to lie awake and lie for fun and fake the way I hold you let you fall for every empty words I say. That game has been played too many times. I want something real. I gave up and now I just give no fucks.
Shy kids often have some trouble with complements. When someone says something nice, shykids will often freeze in their tracks and say nothing. This leaves the other person wondering if they said something wrong. The best and easiest reply to a complement is a simple “Thank You”.
Inward Signs - Many shy people have both inward and outward signs of shyness. However some people can act confident on the outside, but feel miserable on the inside. While these people act very self-assured on the outside, inside they have a racing heart and almost constant thoughts on how the conversation is going, how they look, if the other people in the room like them, and how quickly they can leave the situation and return home.
Finally something that I can relate to
